A lot of this could just be my depression talking, but I think I'll make a journal about it anyway to at least get the thoughts out of my head, you know? That usually helps me, like a vent post.
So.... I'm probably going to leave Amie Academy, since there seems to be complications going on with the group and stuff IDK it sounds like they're passing the group off to others, and I haven't been drawing ANYTHING for it anyway so there's no reason for me to stay. I'll keep Acacia around though, maybe I can use her for something who knows.
Not so surprisingly I've lost a considerable amount of interest in the group, due mostly to two things, the first being how slowly the group is chugging along and the second thing being everything about my characters is too complex for everything else. I'm not going to leave the group, but I think I might drop Kennedia Vein and not bother with adding an Explorers team. We'll see. Kalaghata and Saroja probably won't get any new team members either, for like forever, but I'll have to wait and see... And I'd mostly drop KV due to complications with character backgrounds. Maybe I can drop Acacia in this group. We'll see. I'll mull around the ideas.
I really want to join this group but... the point system is a huge turn off. Mostly because I have absolutely no access to points and I'm not exactly going to spend them on a group/for a group... that just seems incredibly silly to me. But I'm a huge fan of the idea behind the group, which is what will probably lead me to join it anyway. Again, my depression impairs me from being decisive about anything. And impairs me from being an overall happy/funny person to be around.
I think that's all.
I'll go mess around with characters now.